STRETCH MARKS AND BELLY ROLLS

Let me share with you some of my greatest insecurities about my body. My back is thick, my arms are sturdy, my tummy is bloated, my thighs are huge, but my butt is kinda flat and lumpy. Basically I don’t have much curves but I am not slender which means my figure is shit. I feel insecure when I sit down because of my belly rolls. Plus I have cellulite, stretch marks on my imperfect skin. I always hated my skin tone as well. I wish I have either lighter skin or more golden brown tan but instead I look somewhat like some dead snail. This picture has shown it all. 

But at the end of the day, who is it to decide what’s bad and what’s good? There should not be one narrow standard of beauty, as it is in the eyes of the beholder. Everyone deserves to be at ease and stop battling against their own bodies. I am taking the steps to display all the insecurities I have because I don’t think we should live under self-hatred or weary just because our bodies don’t look perfect as others define. I have hated myself when I was 45kg, but even with this shit body and much weight I’ve gained since then, I absolutely love myself now and I celebrate how burden-less I feel most of the time, though not all the time. You can do it too. Men or Women, boys or girls.